Just a guy in Pittsburgh, exploring his kinky submissive side. This bear boy is in need of a good Sir to train him up right. Formerly, @bes11112 on twitter. Lover of Star Wars, Star Trek, 3D Printing and technology.
I find myself listening to and identifying with the lyrics of Shatter Me lately:
“Somebody shine a light
I'm frozen by the fear in me
Somebody make me feel alive and shatter me
So cut me from the line
Dizzy, spinning endlessly
Somebody make me feel alive and shatter me”
Got my new cage today. Hopefully because it is stainless steel there will be less irritation and it has the loops for my strap which should keep it off some of my more sensitive skin. I can’t wait to get it on once I catch a break at work.
It didn’t take long after coming home from vacation for me to put a toy in my hole… Only my gatekeeper 65 but still not bad for no hole training over the past two weeks.
On my vacation visiting family for a week so if I can’t have fun with some of my hobbies, then I will bring my printer along and work on some projects I want to build. Here are a few things I have built so far.
Why is it that when I am not at home or have a pretty busy schedule is the only time I feel the need to be submit and/or be used?
I mean I generally won’t pass up an opportunity but I really go for a good submission or hard use session right about now.
No cage for a while, had some irritation and a sore spot. Then heading on vacation with family tomorrow so no cage until after the 4th. Boo, I am missing it.
A while back I saw a thread of people post photos with their teddy bears and I thought I would share mine. Moopsy from Star Trek Lower Decks and Ashoka from Star Wars.
Had some great ffun yesterday. Today was spent relaxing in the sunshine and enjoying the beautiful weather while cooling off at a cold but refreshing pool.
Made it to three full overnights and 2.5 full day. Driving is still a bit of a challenge something about the way my body arranges itself in a car seat causes me pulling and pressure issues. I have a long drive tomorrow (3 hours round trip) we shall see how it goes!
