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some monthly doodles for my subscribers

men lover who has never engaged in men loving

i have like, so little experiencing engaging with masculine people and ive been rly craving it

i wanna meet bears... i wanna find a nice kind bear who likes being outdoors, cooking, and weird trans women

megalithic masonry.......................

yay new autism hyperfixation: prehistoric megalithic stone structures and masonry

My recording of my set from Awakening, the summer solstice freetekno event i helped put together with Petricorps Soundsystem. Imagine dancing to this in a forest clearing as the sun sets behind the bleached pines and peaks... www.mixcloud.com/wrenfarren/f...

Mixcloudwww.mixcloud.com

it is just thing after thing after thing. im trying so hard to push through stuff. but dear fucking god

and ah i just now found out im getting hit with a tax amendment from my old game job that kicked me out cuz the accountants handling our taxes fucked up them up for years. Its looking like it will be around $20-30k. i want to die. im barely making ends meet rn financially.

i love that no one masks anymore and get to go to cons and events and parties, meanwhile im still masking everywhere, dont go to events, and i still have gotten it like 4 times now

long covid cognitive issues are rly fucking me up. i keep forgetting stuff and cannot talk or form a coherent thought lately

i am so tired of the internet

thank you 🥰

lots of feelings

single from my new album soundcloud.com/frrnmusic/st...

Stone Salvesoundcloud.com Taken from my new album, The Threshold. https://frrn.bandcamp.com/album/the-threshold Watch the video I made for the song here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbQZGY2Y9hg

Hello! My new album the Threshold is out now! This is my first release in 5 years. All these songs were produced during the past 4 years of the pandemic as a way to process a lot of feelings. I hope you enjoy! frrn.bandcamp.com/album/the-th...

The Threshold, by frrnfrrn.bandcamp.com 12 track album

Feels appropriate to post this late at night... Heres the music video for a song from my new album The Threshold. Doing reactive video synthesis for my songs is really fun... www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbQZ...

frrn - Stone Salvewww.youtube.com Taken from frrn's forthcoming album, The Threshold.Listen:https://frrn.bandcamp.com/album/the-threshold/Video Synthesis by Wren FarrenFollow frrn:https://frr...

just finished mastering my new album and figuring out the song order! 12 songs... this is probably my most emotionally intense and vulnerable collection of songs as well... its all stuff i produced over the past 4 years of the pandemic

i think my new album is done....

soundcloud.com/frrnmusic/bl...

Black Thread Through the Voidsoundcloud.com __________

its also hard, cuz at this point, ive endured so much pain, heartbreak, trauma, etc that im still trying to process, that like... if something truly good is in my life, idk if i can even recognize it or feel it anymore. im just so numb now... thats a big one im trying to untangle in therapy

the intersection of cptsd, autism, pandemic trauma goin on inside me sure does wild stuff to how i experience the world

but yeah idk. its weird out here. i am super real and candid and dont rly front or like, engage with stuff with much ego. Im a bit closed off cuz of trauma... but idk... i tend to feel misunderstood and misinterpreted a lot to the extent i feel super isolated

the social scene in seattle rly rly confuses and overwhelms me, and ive tried so many different things to try to connect and find a sense of belonging but nothings rly worked? my autism shape feels too funky for whatever the puzzle is out here. i still dont feel like i fit in anywhere

dude im so tired of being so chronically lonely and sad all the time. i want to have a different story

happy make a terrible comic day

numb

this is that tshirt meme right?

fighting and clawing my way towards healing with every ounce of energy i have in me

my therapist has been helping me realize that im super clogged up with years and years of grief i havent been able to fully process due to the constant onslaught of traumatic experiences... so im hopeful moving thru all that will help. working towards happiness and a sense of peace, always forever.