But how do you handle the everything all at once?
Adderall helps me get JUST enough of a beat to be able to grab and direct my attention and thus settle things out a little, but so far meds are the only thing that helps.
Maybe if I went from v sedentary to always in motion? Knees would hate it...
I kinda just ride the wave.
I hold certain goals and tasks in my mind (OCD is useful for this) and just let myself go with those goals. They happen.
Sometimes I have to redirect
Ah! I don't have the OCD ability to lock on to things framed as emergency/super important, not QUITE. That only kicks in at the very last minute. I've been mildly successful in inducing something like hyperfocus, but it requires enough altering of my surroundings that it's just not feasible, usually
There's a reason I get up at 6:30am but don't leave the house until 9.
Daddy needs time for his brain to start and warm up in the morning, and the older I get the more it's like the choked carburetor in the Prelude. π
This is SO REAL. My brain is a CPU from 1998 in the mornings. Once I boot up, I need way more time than you'd think to start my processes and wake, much less connect. HECC!
Sometimes I wake up and Iβm not sure if itβs today or yesterday or 2007 or 2033 and then I call my best dog ever and when they donβt come running I remember theyβve been gone for over ten years and I get a little sad and then I get back to work on trying to separate time from the fabric of space and
Iβm THISCLOSE!
I just need 1,000 kg of a stable isotope of Ununpentium (atomic element 115) which doesnβt exist naturally on Earth and probably only exists briefly inside supernovas of ultra-massive stars and machine to focus gravity into an artificial massless singularity to create a wormhole and
My brain heard 'meeting' and retreated into the trees, but I can see this tactic workin!!!
I usually just sit in the chaos stew panic of everything happening at once and try to pick out and place things 'later'.
Not very efficient. Alas.
