I am so incredibly thankful to each and every individual human person who comes to my streams, for however long they may be there. Having a number at all means someone took time out of their day to come n pay a visit and I wouldn't trade that for the world
I think it is very easy for people to not realize just how many people do not have an audience at all. 12 is is in the top 3% of Twitch even, or very close to it.