I am not saying it isn't special.. I am just saying I am not a nerd! I can prove it. Firstly, I go to the gym 3-4 times a week. I don't read, I have never watched SW, GOT, HP, or any other nerd stuff. one time my boyfriend forced me to watch LotR but I fell asleep because it was boring..
No, you just have an intense, hyper-fixated interest on a particular, relatively obscure element of a non-sporting pop culture entity that is considered extremely cool by a tiny minority of dedicated aficionados. ๐ Surely we all do that.
..also even tho I know what a dice is, because my Fortnite squad is all nerds, I don't play DnD because I have aphantasia. I cannot imagine shit. One time Jaws drew me this.