Again, for anyone who missed it my little brother dropped dead last Friday. My dad died days later from grief. I am on fucking fire.
And the world is on fire.
Just ended up mutually blocking over politics.
I need social media right now. I need it like air, because I am really suffering
THAT SAID
Yeah, I was so afraid of it. Our last conversation was an argument over me saying he was going to fucking die and begging him to see a doctor and him telling me he knew his duty and wasn't going to let himself go.
He then went down for a nap he never woke from.
I'm not upset our last convo was ...
I'm so sorry.
I'm old, I'm a man & I'm stubborn.
But I do try to listen to my wife & daughter when they have concerns. It's against my natural inclination, so it's not easy. (but don't want them to have your experience)
Again, so sorry. The shock must be almost overwhelming.
