Most spectrum people I know have social overstim/anxiety because, since they can remember, someone in their lives has told them how they're too much, doing it wrong, being weird, acting "off", or otherwise relating to other humans incorrectly.
So, yeah. That weighs on a kid, and later, an adult.
It filled with me rage and hatred towards society and people in general. It led me to being a reclusive alcoholic. Luckily now I'm working through all of it in recovery.
