Been having a lot of suicidal ideation lately. It's not impossible to overcome, I think. But I would say there's been a noticeable uptick along with my generalized anxiety problems thanks to everything going on. I think I'll be fine, but I just wanted to get a little of that off my chest.
Don't know if it helps, but I eventually just ended up angry at it. I got pissed back at life and kept going out of spite. Now the anger has burned down a bit, but the will to keep going stuck around.
