The idea of cooking with a gas stove and range gives me so much anxiety even after all these years because of a gas-related tragedy several years back. Give me back an electric range so I feel safe enough to cook again.
Wanting the ability to speak the inside thoughts so as not to bother those directly around me is offset by the terror of being perceived by literally anyone.
for example! here are some small but important ways I changed how I consume:
Audible -> Libro.fm (which supports the indie bookstore where I work)
Goodreads (also owned by Amazon) -> Storygraph
Spotify -> Tidal (pays artists better)
Starbucks -> Local cafes (I’ve been doing this for 20+ years)