Well, it all started with curiosity. I read about it and have been scared of its depth since. It's like if you think about the vastness of space for too long. Also, I'm insane.
I was in a submarine that plonked next to a trench in Grand Cayman and it was as terrifying as you imagine- unfathomable black murky abyss. Really hard for my brain not to believe we wouldn’t fall in but of course it’s water not air and we were in a submarine.
I have a primal nightmare fear of deep dark water that goes back to childhood swimming lessons, which were…[Gary Oldman as Old Dracula voice] not entirely successful.
I did a painting of it once that I liked: deep black with a faint whirlpool, irregular ripples of dark blue and hints of gray.
I've wondered about this. I have always isolated, and enjoy being in the middle of Nature in places I might be the only person for miles. How would I feel being cut of from all things Human? Can I have all the books/music/TV/YouTube? I might be OK.