I don't have a book rec but I empathize and I'm sorry. My wife and I started IUI in 2021 and are in round two of IVF now. All of it is brutal and lonely, and miscarriages are hell 🫂💜
thanks. at the very least, I'd like to aim for finding some kind of acceptance and closure-- I think that much, at least, is within my means, even if right now things hurt.