what i'm hearing
1. trump is, expectedly, being a shithead
2. moderators, expectedly, suck
3. joe biden really, really, really should have actually taken some uppers
a combination of his ego (his specific "nobody said i could do it but i showed them" he constantly needs to fulfill) and a fusion of his catholicsm and his already existing anti-drug views stopping him from popping an adderall when it would've really helped him out