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hi i'm steve. animal people artist. designer. music maker/player. reverb and plants. he/him gay · FFXIV · ⊘ the only remedy is solidarity / the universe is, and we are. · ☭ · 18+
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weird assholes on the internet: "seek help, go to therapy" literal abuse survivor years after getting self destructive art coping with their abuser resurfacing in their thoughts: hey that sucked big I revile that shit and I've worked hard to get better weird assholes: hmmmm no still bad big yikes
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I'm so unbelievably desperate to go see national parks and go camping it makes me look stupid
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I want to say I'd have more time to work on my on visual novel instead of everyone else's but that implies I don't enjoy what I do for my friends. I guess live more securely and comfortably still writing music for horny furry games lol.
artists, what would you be working on right now if we had UBI/debt cancellation?
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I really gotta put this one on a shirt soon, I just need to figure out a back design for it
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Cranky at pianoteq because it sounds really good but not for me, I want a really really soft muted felt piano like the one in the OPW spitfire library but they're all too bright aaaaaaaa
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I was possessed by a vision in the Publix bakery.
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tbh I'm mad I have to sleep. I don't have time for this I want to listen to Balmorhea.
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i'm so tired but my head is crammed with so much shit because of ffxiv how am I going to turn it off so I can sleep aaaaaa
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let me put this another way: despair, or its new name, doomerism, asserts omniscience--that things cannot be better, that all possibilities of good are already foreclosed, that you can know this as fact. it looks like humility, but it's all ego. it is, in fact, the assumption of godhood.
I joke a lot about my capacity for despair, but there's enough Catholic discipline in my youth to remember that it is in fact a sin, one that absorbs all the best in you more comprehensively than a tar pit. I left the church ages ago, but I held onto that cable: despair is not a long-term good.
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IN QUEUE FOR FINAL DAWNTRAIL TRIAL SEE YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE OF SEVERAL CUTSCENES 🫡
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i don't know how much more up front i can be about how desperate i am. i can barely feed myself, couldn't get out of bed for wks, can only work for short stints, i've lost weight. & rent is due. i have no family to help me bc my mom is poor & my rich father disowned me for being trans. pls pls help.
tomorrow marks 5 wks since my youngest brother died. i've been struggling to function & unable to work. y'all basically paid my june bills & i'm so, so grateful. i had hoped to catch up by now but i'm barely eating/sleeping. i still need help. shares appreciated. ko-fi.com/dumpstercryp...
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listen this is so fuckin good wren is an ambient titan you gotta check this out
Hello! My new album the Threshold is out now! This is my first release in 5 years. All these songs were produced during the past 4 years of the pandemic as a way to process a lot of feelings. I hope you enjoy! frrn.bandcamp.com/album/the-th...
The Threshold, by frrnfrrn.bandcamp.com 12 track album
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Hello! My new album the Threshold is out now! This is my first release in 5 years. All these songs were produced during the past 4 years of the pandemic as a way to process a lot of feelings. I hope you enjoy! frrn.bandcamp.com/album/the-th...
The Threshold, by frrnfrrn.bandcamp.com 12 track album
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anyway back to the theme of the day: put fascists in the fucking dirt. there is no compromise or half measure.
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am I like out of touch with furry clothing brands bc I keep seeing people dunk on techwear and all I know of that are well known for that is Howl Out actually doing it well and F-Class trying to larp as Designers Foundry while being fucked up dirtbag idiots. so like what's the problem
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the less law feels like it matters, the more we probably should just put the people making it feel meaningless in guillotines.
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Call me old fashioned but Nazis don't respect democracy or stop being Nazis until you give them the bad ending so I'm not sure why we haven't collectively decided that we shouldn't wait for another war with them to solve Project 2025 without settling for impotent shitlib losers.
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I think I could be a decent voice actor because I have an out of control imagination, I'm mentally ill, and I talk to myself a lot I am normal and can be trusted with a microphone
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Just about at the end of FFXIV 7.0 I think feros and I are beating it tomorrow night. In the last area. Much to think about
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Very very very loose implication at what kind of setting is coming up around level 95 in Dawntrail if you consider that a spoiler but Bro I'm going to lose my entire fucking mind if this expansion enables me to put my hrothgar in a cowboy outfit it is so so so fucking over it's SO over
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Losing my fucking mind at [the area you go to at the start of the second half of Dawntrail]
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YALL WE FUCKIN DID IT!!!!!! (I STILL HAVE SOME)